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Favorite
Lyric: “In my defense, I have none, for digging up the grave another time. But it would’ve been fun, if you would’ve been the one”
Initial Impressions: I am not exaggerating in the slightest when I say this, but the first time I heard this song I cried like a baby and I’m not even heartbroken. That being said, I really like this song. It’s normal to occasionally think about someone who you shared a deep connection with and I think this song is Taylor doing exactly that. We all ponder what could’ve been, even if you understand the relationship had to end. Eventually, experiences like this are what shape us and help us grow the most. Touché, Taylor.
Best For: When you think about the person you came close to spending a lifetime with.
cardigan
Favorite
Lyric: “You drew stars around my scars but now I'm bleedin'”
Initial
Impressions: This song is very powerful; she narrates as an adult about
teenage love and heartbreak. I especially love the imagery in the music video.
To me, it tells a story of a woman exploring the long-ago memory of her first
love, a love lost after infidelity. By the end of her recollection she is
almost drowning in it – literally. When she pulls herself out of the memory and
arrives safe in her cottage, she’s showing us that with the passing of time,
wounds heal and become a (sometimes painful) memory. The darkest installment of the infamous “teenage love triangle.”
Best
For: A cozy, rainy day playlist.
the last great american dynasty
Favorite
Lyric: “I had a marvelous time ruining everything”
Initial
Impressions: This song feels like a story told by F. Scott
Fitzgerald. Pools filled with champagne, dying animals key lime green, men and their bad habits. The song reflects the life of socialite, Rebekah Harkness,
who was the previous owner of Taylor’s Rhode Island mansion. From what I gather, she was eccentric and liked to create her own path despite
being highly criticized for it. (Remind you of anyone?) I know there’s a
popular fan theory that the entire album is actually the life story of Rebekah
Harkness, which you can read here.
I think it’s a compelling theory to explore, although I haven’t personally
bought into it (yet??).
Best
For: A 1920’s Gatsby themed murder mystery night.
exile (featuring bon iver)
Favorite
Lyric: “I’m not your problem anymore, so who am I offending now?”
Initial
Impressions: Wow, I think this song is brilliant, but makes me feel heavy,
like I am physically experiencing the ambiguity between them. A story of
two ex-lovers who run into each other after a breakup. Sad, beautiful, tragic.
Best
For: Mourning the loss of a lover.
my tears ricochet
Favorite
Lyric: “And if I’m dead to you, why are you at the wake?”
Initial
Impressions: Most will agree that this song is deeply personal – it’s the album's track
5, after all. There are also quite a few lines alluding to the loss of her
masters. Hauntingly sad; funeral references, the torment of emotional abuse,
the pain of losing yourself. I think this song is easily one of the saddest Taylor
has ever written. It also gets better every time I listen.
Best For: Your Saddest-Ballads-of-All-Time playlist.
mirrorball
Favorite
Lyric: “I've never been a natural, all I do is try, try, try”
Initial
Impressions: I’d say this is one of the most autobiographical tracks on the
album. Taylor using a mirrorball as a metaphor to describe herself. Explaining
her need to perform and entertain, but also her inherit nature to people-please.
Best
For: Road tripping with the windows down.
seven
Favorite
Lyric: “Love you to the Moon and to Saturn”
Initial
Impressions: Musically, there’s an upbeat vibe with little hints of folk.
Lyrically, there’s a yearning for moments of adolescence. The song feels sweet
and pure but when you really listen, you’ll hear are a few lines hinting that
one of her childhood friends may have had an unhappy life at home, making this song a
tough listen for me.
Best For: Reconnecting with your inner child... Or revisiting the scars of your youth. This one can go either way, ha!
august
Favorite
Lyric: “To live for the hope of it all, canceled plans just in case you’d
call”
Initial
Impressions: This song is absolutely insane! I know it's about a heartsick girl recounting a lost summer love, likely part of the
“teenage love triangle” Taylor explained. But for me, this song just feels like
a moment captured in time. I picture a bright-eyed girl, sun-kissed romance, old
journals, wine-drunk on the beach, a sparkling sunset.
Best For: Can I say everything? At least it is for me, its one of my best-loved songs on the album.
this is me trying
Favorite
Lyric: “And my words shoot to kill when I’m mad, I have a lot of regrets
about that”
Initial Impressions: I can really relate to this song. Maybe because I’m an Aries, maybe because patience isn’t one of my natural strengths, or maybe because I am often a stubborn hothead. (Probably all the above, let's be honest.)
Best
For: Mulling over an apology you should give but don’t know how.
illicit affairs
Favorite
Lyric: “For you, I would ruin myself, a million little times”
Initial
Impressions: A true romantic tragedy, we are given the heart wrenching
details of a tale of infidelity. I’d say it’s a mature, yet still devastating,
perspective on the impact that infidelity has on a relationship.
Best For: Finding comfort after you've been betrayed.
invisible string
Favorite
Lyric: “Cold was the steel of my ax to grind for the boys who broke my
heart, now I send their babies presents”
Initial
Impressions: This one is one of the best songs on the album, definitely the most romantic (aside from her Bonus Track, the lakes). Lyrically ethereal and filled with a few glorious insights. My favorites are: that the
right love will make you feel safe, that your past mistakes will eventually lose
their grip on you, and that no matter how deeply your heart has been broken,
you will eventually let go of any grudges or pain.
Best For: Looking at life and realizing that everything will all work out in the end.
mad woman
Favorite
Lyric: “What did you think I'd say to that? Does a scorpion sting when
fighting back?”
Initial
Impressions: I think I'd dub this song a quick-witted fight for sexual equality. It's no secret that we live in a deeply sexist
society, where women are often labeled "crazy" for expressing
emotions in the same way that men do. I respect Taylor for exploring topics like this.
epiphany
Favorite
Lyric: “Some things you just can’t speak about”
Initial
Impressions: This song could be beautiful tribute to her grandfather, Dean, who
she said landed at Guadalcanal in 1942. Although, it also feels like a dedication to the essential workers working the front-lines against the coronavirus pandemic. The overall mood of the song feels like current state of the world.
Best For: Retelling the story of 2020 to your grandchildren.
betty
Favorite
Lyric: “The worst thing that I ever did, was what I did to you"
Initial
Impressions: To be honest, I didn’t love this song the first time I heard
it, the harmonica isn't my favorite. Comprehensively, it's a successful way to get inside the head of a seventeen-year-old boy who’s trying to
navigate his first big relationship mistake. This one is undoubtedly part of
the aforementioned “teenage love triangle.”
Best For: A casual night at home.
peace
Favorite
Lyric: “I would die for you in secret”
Initial
Impressions: Another favorite, definitely in the top
three. I think this is such an alluring song. In my opinion it’s about feeling
like you’re a hard person to love. Maybe you’re stubborn, secretly deathly
afraid of abandonment, or find it hard to open up. Feeling like you’re simultaneously
way too much yet never quite enough. Sure, you want to be with someone, but you
know you’ll eventually ruin everything by self-sabotaging. (Don't worry, I
have a wonderful therapist.)
Best For: Telling someone special that you’d do anything for them.
hoax
Favorite
Lyric: “Stood on the cliff-side screaming, ‘give me a reason’”
Initial
Impressions: This song really gives me major Twilight: New Moon vibes. When I listen
to it I feel like I have entered a mythical realm, or something. Another gut
puncher but very bewitching. For me this one is the most mysterious tracks on
the album.
Best For: Crying alone when your deep in your feelings.
bonus track:
the lakes
Favorite Lyric: “A red rose grew up out of ice frozen ground, with no one around to tweet it”
Initial
Impressions: The romantic, old-fashioned atmosphere in this song is absolutely remarkable! I can't get enough, it's definitely a favorite, probably one of my favorites of all time. Between the stunning melody, the unexpected strings,
the perfect lyrics… It's a damn poem.
Best For: Giving a tribute to the love of your life.
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